WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I'M MISSING OUT ON EVERYTHING THAT MATTERS?

i... don't know anymore.

fuck. i wanted so much as a child, you know? i imagined me as.. so much more. a little more intellectual a little more artistic a little more chic.

but i think it's hard to accomplish it in this city, with this group of friends, with my current circumstances.

i'm so hungry for some intelligent conversation now you wouldn't even know. i've taken to talking to myself. yes. talking to myself.

COLLEGE YOU BETTER NOT DISAPPOINT ME.

should i just stop kpoppin'? it's like every other person is into it and everytime i think the quality of kpop can never get worse, it never fails to prove that once again, cutesy short skirts and/or sex > quality.